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I am sick as a dog, hate hate hate head colds, can't hear hardly anything, that and everything that goes with a nasty head cold. yuck. am getting sympathy and well wished from H, asked him to buy me puffs with lotion last night and he did and said he hoped they were right.

anyway my moment. my kids got up nicely this morning, got ready without too much prompting on my part, so we were ready before the bus. My son was standing there, getting hugs and being cute and it dawned on me how much I love them, and I will do anything for them, and so I do have the strength to put up with this stale mate we seem to be in and keep hoping and doing my part to work this out. They deserve it, I deserve it and so does my husband. Some day I hope to look back on this whole thing and think of it as the turning point in our marriage, the turn for the better.

Now I just gotta get healthy again so I can start on some much needed me stuff, but until I can I will not feel sorry for myself. Hows that.