feeling sad and down a bit today. I left last night at 10 for work overnight and didn't get anything except a goodbye, have a good night. no hug or kiss or even mention of new year's, same this morning, nothing. i just was hoping for a little something. oh well

he has been talking about what he is planning to do, runs and such, no mention of me or us,

i just need some reassurance, need a boost to be patient

we don't have a counseling session until the 11th

sigh, of course it doesn't help that I have this awful head cold, and am working a ton of shifts this weekend.


Me 41
H 42
DD 11
DS 8
M 18
bomb 8/3/06
separating 9/18/08