feeling sad and down a bit today. I left last night at 10 for work overnight and didn't get anything except a goodbye, have a good night. no hug or kiss or even mention of new year's, same this morning, nothing. i just was hoping for a little something. oh well
he has been talking about what he is planning to do, runs and such, no mention of me or us,
i just need some reassurance, need a boost to be patient
we don't have a counseling session until the 11th
sigh, of course it doesn't help that I have this awful head cold, and am working a ton of shifts this weekend.
Me 41 H 42 DD 11 DS 8 M 18 bomb 8/3/06 separating 9/18/08