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I never expected such a roller coaster, I have been very sensitive to H's moods and of course letting them decide my mood, bad idea, but I can't help it so some extent. I am trying to get better at that, it seems to be a stumbling block for me. H hasn't wanted to do much at all, to be fair he has been on and off sick for the last week or so, plus the whole depression thing, but still I would like some conversation and some thing besides work and sitting at home. Oh well, baby teeny tiny baby steps right? Hard to see any at this moment, other than he is here. Just feels really far away right now.