it's been along time now

[itsy]

Snodderly, Thanks so much for your words of kindness... I was extremely upset yesterday. Haven't been like that in a very long time...
I am on my own and doing quite well. Yesterday was a set back. I will continue on with my own life I look forward to it.
I have made alot of friends at work and look forward to going to work. I bought my home this week. I look forward to moving except the actual moving part. As soon as all the dust disappears from the move and as I look forward to being in MY own place I will continue to move forward with what I want to do in my life. I like making my own decsions and doing things that I like to do. I don't have to think about someone and what they want and in a funny way I really like that, it makes me feel powerful and in control of my own destiny. I can come and go as I please, stay up
late. play poker all that I want and shop. The new place will have a definite focus for awhile which is a good thing, because I love to decorate and bring a room to life with a certain style that I love,,, British homes decorating I love that style is it so comfortable. Maybe some day when your north here you can stop by and we can offically meet. Let me know if your ever in town. I know that you probably don't come here for reasons that I know but if your ever in the area feel free to call,
Enough about me today I am doing fine just a setback yesterday.. you see he hasn't been fair with the divocre and seperation that we had agreeed on and that is what is so very upsetting to me. I still have the lawyer and will go back until he realizes that he made some decsions that he has to abide by now.
Enough of that.. I am moving forward and doing quite well.
As always I really appreciate your thoughts and wisdom. I wish you well and I'll be posting soon. Have a great TURKEY day please enjoy yourself.. Sincerely ITSY