My husbands emotions are again on a Roller Coaster. And as much as I would not like to get on for a ride again I have to admit he has once again affected me. I will update more later and take my time to really vent what I am feeling but for now I will just say,, I know he loves me very much but his guilt seems to be eating him alive..... and the scary part is he does not admit that. he will have to get better on his own and heal for himself. It scares me to think that maybe these demons will always reside in him and he will not be able to heal, but I keep working on me and remembering that whatever comes my way God loves me and I love me and I need to stay strong. God bless...
