I am really doing well and yet My h still seems very weak and at times so sure of himself so things are doing much better it is just that I need to let go and let God just a little more. I can not make him strong I can just love him and be the best me for myself and him!
I am starting to take on his emotions again over the phone, But I stop it right away. He is overall being awesome on the phone with occasional fits,, he got really jealous earlier today too? I dunno he is stressed I guess, I just went out to eat by myself and he blew up???????
I am getting better at all this, I am feeling like I can do this,, the PARANOIA of the OW is slowly dying,, afterall how is me fretting over it going to help me or help him to make the right choice? He needs to make that choice on his Own.
I am really busy this week getting my house organized and also decorating it for Christmas,,,,, I am feeling strong and also a tad emotional but all in all I am feeling like I have grown alot and I want to keep working on myself and get a little more polished, lose a few pounds and get my emotional health in shape too.
Babbling alot....
I am blessed and God loves me and that means the world to me.
