Wow what a typo I see I spelled excruciatingly VERY BADLY BUT OH WELL IT FELT SO GOOD YESTERDAY TO VENT.... I thank You so very much for your responses BND and Santhony....... you both are so sweet.
I feel so much better today and got an extreme amount of housework done today,,,, and I feel like I can do this,,,,,
I am well and I am blessed and my kids are well and my H loves me very much ,, underneath it all he does love me and most of all D*MN it I love myself.... and I am going to take this whole month that he will be away working and then when he goes to Mexico to recharge and get beautiful. I deserve to and so do my kids,, when I am Happy I can see that they are too,,
I plan to start working out again tomorrow and then when my kids get home home school I promised them I would take them to the Y.So they can play and swim,,, I hope tomorrow you all have a Fantastic day and I hope I do too. God bless...
