Finding me....

[COG]

Alimari,

MY SON IS MY LITTLE ANGEL FROM GOD JUST WHEN HE SMILES THE ROOM LIGHTS UP AND YOU KNOW IF YOU WOULD HAVE SEEN his little face when he said he wants to go to Mexico just so he can fish with his Dad and his Grandpa,, he made my heart melt.

OK, now you made me cry. My three boys and I love to hunt and fish together. My W get's a little jealous about it but she understands how good it is for us. They just love being out with their dad. The first hunt we ever went on we sat in the 105 degree heat for three hours and saw NOTHING!. After the second hour I was sure they'd never want to go again, and just about then my S11 looks up at me, gun in hand, and says "Dad, this is the best day ever!" There's not a day goes by that at least one of those kid's is asking me when we're going hunting next. Any Dad that can't get their kid's to do things together with them needs to try hunting or fishing. There's nothing better and I've tried lots of things.

And you know what Christmas is my Favorite time of year and after all I am very spritual and pray alot ever since I was a little girl,, and then my Birthday is three days later,, so yes a BIG GIANT OUCH....

Well maybe you could celebrate Christmas early or late, same with your BDay. Afterall, we're really supposed to celebrate Christmas every day, and the true gift is love. December 25th is only a symbol, and the day before all the sales start.

and you know I wouldnt mind it so much it it was not her NAME,,,As much as I have tried to keep my Ego out of this I must admit it does hurt but you are right let go and let GOD

I can totally see how that would hurt. A constant reminder of the worst pain of your life. But, it's only ink, and think about how stupid your H must feel about it. What if you'd have had an affair with a big stupid guy, whom you loath today but you thought was God's gift a year ago, and you have his named tattoed on your hiny. Think about how dumb you'd feel.
A little sympathy might go a long ways there.

You'll have a great Christmas and BDay if you make it that way.

God Bless,

COG