hi alimari,
i got one message from you regarding my H's changing behavior. While he hasn't said he wants to come back, I sometimes feel like he does.

What was it that made your H come back? Was it your appearance, attitude, lack of love...what was it? i find it truly amazing that your marriage is back on track. i sure hope that'll be my case one day. i'm working on ME right now. i have a hard time though. like today for example. i was just dragging all day long. i kept thinking of the night we spent together, last week. i couldn't believe we were affectionate but he quickly backed off. i started to cry because i knew that reality was not what i wanted. i want my H at home with me and the kids. i have no clue where he is. i have no clue what he's feeling. he won't talk to me about us right now.


me = 34
H = 35
kids = 3
worst day of my life: march 24, 2006
he filed: april 20
Present day: Wedding ring on, he's looking forward to another baby, taking day by day, we talk about our feelings whenever possible.