Hube I have always remained true to her. I have always been there for her one way or another. My problem is it just kills me inside to have to hold back the feelings and I just don't know how to suppress them.
Similar boat here.
About suppressing the sexual feelings, sorry I am not much help other than satisfy as many as you can. We do have sex but it is not nearly as often as I would like and most of the time is is short.
One previous poster farmed out some of his needs like touch, and got regular relaxation massages, non sexual I assume. He might have joined some clubs that he enjoys.
