I just reread my post from last night and I apologize for being so harsh on you. You are beating yourself up enough, you don't need me to add to it. Again, I'm sorry.
I guess I just don't like to see you feeling so defeated. I don't want you to give up. No one said this was going to be easy, it is anything but. You need to forgive yourself and start over. From what I can tell your H loves you, he is just tired and exhausted too. Maybe you both need to take a break from trying to fix things. Just enjoy each day for what it is; a blessing. Take care, Mama
