Thanks Mama. Hope you'll learn from my actions to NOT act on impulse, it will backfire.
I was sleeping last night and H came to bed and although it was not monumental, he did put his hand on my leg above the covers. I'll take it. When I woke up this morning and was thinking about things, I have (temporarily) lost the panicked feeling that was debilitating me, and when I started to think of some little things I heard a voice strong in my head say "Trust Me" and I thought, okay, God. I will.
Will keep you posted. I emailed H last night about praying together again, and he agreed to, so that is nothing but good.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3
