BI, I am so sorry for the sitch you find yourself in. I really don't have much advice to offer, I would just be repeating what you already know. You are in a panic right now, you need to relax, breathe deep and think about good things that happened to you today. DO NOT focus on the perceived negatives, they will just bring you down. Try to be happy (even if you are not). ((((((Cyber hugs to you)))))
