1210, this turn of events is not a real surprise to me. She's done it before. When things start looking positive, the rug gets pulled! Is it two steps forward and one back? This morning I rolled over and had this urge to hold her in my arms, so I did (did I try for sex? sure did! Did I get sex? Sure didn't). We lay there in each others arms for almost 1.5 hours. I held her close and stroked her hair and cheek. It was wonderful. At one point, tears streamed down my cheeks but I just wiped them away and held on. When we got up I felt so good inside. Whenever I hold her all the bad just seems to disappear. Today she is in a super mood. Did this have anything to do with it? Who knows and what does it matter, today was just a good day. Lastly, our anniversary is Xmas eve. I'm thinking of writing a nice poem and having it laminated. Nothing deeply romantic but something about the wonders of life, love or whatever strikes me. Poetry is a talent I discovered thanks to this sh!tty sitch, one of the real blessings that has helped get me through. 1210, thanks for checking in on mbro. Your post was more than I expected. I hope it helps him and if not, its his choice!
