Well, today W asked if it was OK if she went away for a few days after Xmas (with OP, she purposely failed to mention that part. Smart move, I'm thinking!) . WTF!Am I supposed to say "Sure, have a great F'ing time"! What a stupid question. But, yes, I of course held my little DBing tongue and said "it's up to you". I know she isn't really asking my permission to go away with that f'ing bitch of a whore (oooh, that felt kind of good ) but only being polite in case something was planned. So I will continue to smile and be Mr. PMA. I'll treat her so good she won't be able to stop herself from feeling guilty when she's away. Yes, I hate this but I guess I have to follow what I preach now. Focus on the good. It's funny, in Canada this weekend there is a political convention to pick the new leader of one of our biggest Parties. I watched some of it (OK, pretty much all of it!) and what struck me was the way members of each camp could always find that ray of sunshine to point at. No matter how unlikely victory seemed they were always able to spin things in a way that gave hope. DBers can learn from these politicos, there is always hope and its often found in the way we look at things. It's time for me to give it a try. As many others know, it sure ain't easy thinking of your S in the sack with someone else BUT what is is!


Divorced February 27, 2012.

"Only by love is love awakened".~ Ellen G White