Thanks OSU, sometimes I think I'm just totally out of touch with reality here. But, although this may not be the happy place of my dreams its the place I have to be right now. I choose to be stuck with it. So, I can make it as positive an experience as possible or destroy myself! I think I'll stick with the positive for a bit. I know the wheels are bound to come off at some point but hopefully by then I'm adept enough to get them back on in a jiffy! Thanks for checking in.
