Kansha: i think is perfectly normal feeling the way you felt last night after or knowing your h maintain an A.. I still experience some anxious moment wondering is my h is really with his buddies, but i work a lot trying to control myself and i feel great when i finally get out of that situation, panic moment, without making noises or troubles between us... It is not easy to rebuild trust in them... but you can do this... hang on... you inspire me a lot...
