Nikki- Can't wait to hear how the saturday party goes. Let me know.
Wanted to let you know that you weren't alone yesterday. It was much more awkward than I even imagined it would be. Now to look forward to Christmas.
I think you 2 are doing a good thing trying to come to a compromise on the OW issue- it's very mature of you to realize that what you want to happen may not be realistic. And when you start to feel yourself get angry, visualize that stop sign. You have to make a mental break and get cooled down so to stop that crazy cycle. You missed some good opportunities there so don't throw those away again.
Have a great weekend. And definitely go to the party even if H isn't. You matter. Julie