I hope you all have some plans and are not alone today. Nikki, just keep the mental attitude positive. (Trust me, I know, it's hard to do... but 'as if'... and you can at least be happy that you pulled it off one more day). Enjoy any time you have with H. All the food today, will help you stop saying things you shouldn't...just put another fork full in your mouth. It really helps!! :-)