Nikki- First of all, sigh... I am so jealous of your night of 'entertainment' w. H.
Sounds like things are going positive. But of course, it's normal for you to be waiting for the other shoe to fall. Keep focusing on the baby steps, but don't try to rush them- you need to fix whatever got you here or you'll be back.
It soundslike MC is going to be great for you. And H seems very receptive. Don't backslide on the DBing- keep it up. You know now more than ever that it's extremely helpful and necessary. Don't lose ground.
Good luck. So nice to hear things are going well for you. I needed the positive news to improve my PMA. Julie