This is so odd… I keep feeling this overwhelming feeling of dread today. Like another bomb’s about to drop, or something. Is this normal? Am I just freaking out because things went too well this weekend or something?? I’m trying hard to shake it but “that” feeling’s really getting to me today. It's nothing H did or didn't do, I just have that "maybe I should start packing my stuff" feeling. Yuck!!!
On a separate note, I added one more goal for this week – just posting it here to keep myself accountable:
Find some way – whatever it takes!! – to either force myself to be positive during conversations about the OW, or find a way to stop or avoid them. I know I keep saying here that I need to do it and I’ve improved for sure, but I need to do better. I do well for awhile but then end up saying something that H defends, and this pattern’s gotta stop!
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
