Hoping: Relax... you are doing great...!!... it is not easy even with them at home... Is a long way and try to enjoy each day hoping that the next day will be better and better...!!.. Try to be positive... i dont know, see the positive things you can enjoy bc he isnt at home (in a humurous way), like having your tv control only for you... a big big bed... and also a boydriend who pick you up to get out and date...
