Jill Maybe it's time to tell MC that you're there for your R, not to discuss your faith.
I do that some. The topic goes to "this is how he works and changes M's." For now I wil finish the program. sometimes change comes when you least expect it.

Would BB have a cow if you said that?
I said about the same thing at home ( more spiritual than MC as I would expect it to be ) and BB thinks because not much changed when we did see a C (women's issues expert ) back in the early 90's, that conventional C won't work.

The current MC isn't what I would prefer, but it is settling a few side issues. Sometimes I feel like chocolateeyes and think whatever ( don't care much either way) because I don't see many direction changes, although there have been some intensity changes.

Right now I am trying to keep Lou in good spirits as some of this giving up has caused me to not like some of the things I feel and probally some of the things I do. I am analytically trying to do the right thing even when I don't expect there will be a payoff or move to what I want.

Life isn't bad but it is a lot easier when a person does something when they want to do it rather than doing things because it mostly seems fair, the civil, or expected thing to do.

Lou