H came and did his laundry yesterday, had to leave for church Christmas rehearsal, then came back to pick it up, as he was leaving I said "your shirts looked pretty good"He smiled and said "oh were you checking them"? I said" well it was hard not doing them after 24yrs"!! I asked him if he had talked to his mother,cause she asked me if I thought he was depressed, I said I don't know, any kind of stress like this could cause someone to be depressed, I don't know if it is the kind of"need medicine depressed". he said he did not think he was, that this week he felt very relaxed, and I said I noticed that he was. I do notice that when he leaves and I say goodbye, he seems so down, so don't know if he really feels bad about going, or if he just doesn't really want to say goodbye, but feels like he has answer me. I just wish I knew what he thinks he wants. I know it is only going on 2 weeks that he is gone...just need to vent Sue
