Nothing new to write, while I miss h, a part of me does not. Is that terrible to say? I don't have to dread his tension that he felt when here at times, so I enjoy coming home again. I am beginning to question my love for him and that scares me, maybe it is because I don't know what he feels for me anymore, so if I detach my feelings it won't hurt so much... I just don't know, if I could have some small hint that he wants to even try, and maybe him asking to come watch movie and do laundry is a hint or is it a chance to do laundry. So much to think about. SUe
