Steph, your kind wors started my day off great, even tho I have tears streaming as I read them(good tears)I am flattered that you envy me, as I have your situation, we all much good, just in different forms and through different eyes.After I posted last night and thought h had left with final box, he came back,ate the mac and cheese I had fixed for myself, watched some tv and played a game of careers with s and me. Then he left, I said you can call or come anytime, he said "I know". I did grab a book and go to bed, it is a big bed, but we have not slept together for 2 yrs. Thanks again, my heart is lighter today. Sue
