Great...!!... While having hope doesnt hurt you, and doesnt stop you focusing on your life, maintain it...!!... I always maintain hope, even in the hardest moment, even when he was acting like an animal towards me... even each time he told me he will not get back to marriage...!!.. inside of me i know this was not the real man inside of him... we know them so much... we can know when they are saying really feelings or just trying to hurt or to justify their own turmoil...!!... I always knows he will turn back and say: Hey, im sorry, i dont know what i am doing, i dont feel well with this, i want to be back on familly... and this happens...!... so, maintain hopes, but at the same time work on your own life... for me was a big surprise and a big stop red signal when he ask for reconciliation... i wwas so decide to start a new proyect of life... so inside of myself... getting strong from elsewhere.. and here i am.. with him at home, still dealing a lot with his MLC, but trying to maintain my PMA and works on my own...
