You know the scary thing that has crossed my mind these past few days? I seem ok about the move, he says things that indicate there might be hope, yet I am starting to question if I still love him, I think I do, but then why am I not falling apart, does he see the strength as "she doesn't seem to care if I leave". I am trying to prepare myself for "what if" he does not ever return. Is that the way to look at things right now, or will that be in the way of me working to save the m? So confusing. Sue
