Well, it's confirmed, h called back and took the appartment. I feel ok about it for the most part, but of course sad, yet calm. I am holding onto the fact that he talks as though it might not permanent.I feel like maybe I am in denial, or the little part creeps out that says maybe he is slowly slipping out, making everything loll like it might be ok, then BOOM, when the 6 months of living apart then he can file for D. Oh boy my feelings are all coming out right now.He said we could talk about it more tomorrow as he we won't be home tonight. I said again are you going to tell our kids, he said yes.It makes me mad that he is going to wait till the last minute to tell them. I don't want to get into the mad mode, or we will never get back together, but how do I sort through those feelings right now, so I can see some positive in this move? If I feel anger inside, how am I going to respond to him when we have contact without there being more tension???So many feelings right now. Sue
