LL I am so sorry that you felt that sad, I can only say to you that you have to do what feels right for you.Funny you said you can't offer much to me and I don't know what to say to you.We have to find the place where we feel good about ourselves in spite of what we have to deal with. It's not always easy, but somewhere there is a strength that we have abd don't know it. Take care of you and your kids, they need a healthy mom.
Sue