Ll, thanks for the encouragement, I feel bad that you are not where I am, we all have to look at our own lives and find the good that can come out of it all. I have no words of advice for you, but as a db friend I can give you my thoughts and prayers. I am becoming more involved with my church and am finding that prayer does heal.
Rachael, thank you too, you are sounding so strong, even though I know you are hurting. We are able to have the pain and anger, but we can't let it consume us and pull us so far down that we don't think there is any hope. We have this time to grow, let's use it. Sue