rambling here is never about "nothing" it's about what your thinking and how your feeling.
things sound really good for you right now, whatever you are doing is working and getting a diff reaction from h, he is calling more and wanting to do more, I bet your going to the football game with ff reasured you and h about her position in your m, none right, she's just a friend.

I know it is hard to not have the touch of your spouse, and having to much touch is something that i have been complaining about now, thing is my h before he left was not touching me, when i would try to sit on the couch with him it would be "what are you doing" so why it bothers me some is that it just seems odd to me that now suddenly when ow "friend" r has been ended is he now like this with me. I just think to much about things is all, h is giving me what i wanted so why am i complaining, because i am scared.
why am i rambling here, i don't know, just wanted to say hello to you, and let you know that from what I'm reading on your thread things sound very good for you.
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