Thanks-we do have alot in common here, I bet we have all been m for a longer period of time, don't know why i say that, I just feel it.
Kaw, thanks for your encouragement, I ahd never asked myself each day what I could do better, I will now. I called h tonight at work and asked if he wanted to go to movie, he wanted to wait till tomorrow, i said ok see ya, bye. After he came home i got the feeling that he thought I was mad about it, as in the past I would be disappointed maybe, so I got the nerve and said was not mad about not going. He said he did not know for sure, as I seemed to kinda cut the conversation short.I sometimes don't think I know what to say anymore, as he is the one that was distance, I don't know how far to push anything. How much to talk, I guess yo could say that I am still on some eggshells, not wanting to say or do anything that might put the wall back up. I also would like to have r talk, but save that for c.So, we take each day.
