Thanks, you guys, I have felt better since coming to this thread, then in the past 5 mos.
Yesterday, "friend" asked US to come over and watch football. Now did I really want to go? No, I don't like football, it was beautiful out, so to sit inside for 4 hours... But, did I go, you bet, I was not about to see if he would go himself. We had a good time, she talks about her d pending, and I almost feel sorry for her, and guess what, when I finally asked h if he was ready to come home, he patted my head and said " I know, you're ready to leave" I know it sounds stupid, but he used to do that occasionally, and he has not willingly touched me for months, so I am excited.
Sermon at church yesterday was Forgiveness, and I got tears at some things that were said, as a lot fit us, I don't know if h saw me then(he sits with choir, but can see me)but I did not make eye contact, as I would have broken down. It is so true that we have to forgive people for things in order to heal. So, I am feeling pretty good.
