I am about as far down as I've ever been today. She called me and told me that we might have to go back to court becasue she's trying to get medicaid. Apparently social services says we need to go back. Well some how, and I'm not exactly sure how, that led to a huge blow up. The biggest blow up we've had in months. I said soem things I shouldn't have and she let me in on new information. Her and this guy have been dating longer than I thought, not that it really matters. But there was a huge blow up regarding that.
I mentioned to her that there are a couple kids on my team that have step fathers. One is on his second step dad...I told her that I don't want that to be my kids. The way things are SD10 is on her second. the other kid has a great step dad but his real dad is not really in the picture so the step dad is the dad...I said there is no way in hell I'm letting her do that to me.
I know it's not proper DBing but tomorrow her and I are gonna have a talk about this whole situation...I've gotta do something to get back on my feet with this thing. I can't take many more trips around the roller coaster.
