I am very glad to hear you want to let God handles things. It's really a relief to know that we can rely on Him to do the rest, because as we have already learned, we can't change anyone except ourselves.

I understand your struggle trying to get more time with your W. Sometimes, there is only so much that you can do. If she doesn't want to, well, you can't force it. All you can do is try to make yourself the best dad possible (your kids are going to talk about you with her, and that's a big plus), and be intriguing and fun and positive and all that when she does see you. Remember, she still thinks that these changes are just changes to try to win her back.

So, yes, do read your new bible... my passage for the year was Romans 8:28. And then let Got do the rest.

Hope you get Thursday with your kids!

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."