Hey, you just hang in there. I hope today wasn't too sad for you. Just remember, that no matter how bad it seems, you still have hope that you could have many wonderful christmas's in the future with your W and children together.

These are the times that will be the hardest, during the holidays when we are "suppose" to be spending it with the ones we love. Know that it is totally okay to be sad. We probably have all been there, I know I had.

But don't let that sadness linger. Overcome it with prayers and focus on your wellbeing and your happiness. Don't rely on your W to make you happy. I know it is tough, and I'm still working on that!

I'm glad I got a chance to log on and write.

I'm also glad to hear that your W has been confronted with her actions towards you, and that she has accepted it and is wanting to work on being better. That is great.

Look towards those small milestones. You've gone a long ways, and you can keep going!

May God bless the rest of your year and all the years following,
Crissy

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."