Well the holidays are getting the best of me. I feel so down knowing that I have to get the kids back to her tomorrow and that I won't be able to wake up with them on monday.

A few notes...today she mentioned that a couple peopel pointed out to her that she tends to take everything out on me. Wouldn't tell me who but said it was a couple peopel and that she was working on that. D4 kinda grilled W today also. Asked if she loved daddy...if I was her husband and then went on to explain how we are family. W didn't really know what to say to that.

I'm really trying to stay the course here and not blow up but the next 48 hours or so are gonna be tough.


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