I'm not in a very good place, mentally, right now. I don't know if it's the season or what. But I'm wondering how long I can keep up the fight. I've become what I thought she wanted and it seems like it's not good enough. I told her that she's had a preview of what life could be and if she doesn't want it eventually someone will. Maybe I shouldn't have said that but for some reason it's been a rough weekend and I cant put my finger on why.
