Not sure whether I'm gonna do anything at all to help with christmas...I have money so the kids won't be disappointed...they'll still have a great christmas. W is really frustrating me, we talked a bit about sex today, and she admitted that she "wants me" be doesn't want to be with me. I can't help but think that if she wasn't in the situation with OM that we'd be working things out right now.

A few things I'm not sure what direction to go in. She's let me in on what her budget is and I've done some figuring. I could afford her bills if we were together. My question is should i let her know this?

And She has been having recurring dreams about me chasing her and trying to kill her. I found a dream interpretation site and it says these types of dreams are a result of feelings or situations that you are running from. Should I bring it up or let her work it our on her own?

I know she still has feelings for me...I wish she would just admit it already so we could get this fixed.


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