I am doing a good job of acting like I'm doing better. If that makes sense. I don't let other people see me get upset...especially her. I do have my anger and jealousy under control...most of the time.
I am changed, though I realize it's not a complete change. I have taken steps in the right direction but I'm not there yet.
The last couple days I haven't talked to her, I'm trying to make sure that she is the one making the first move when it comes to conversation. Anyway she called to talk about some insurance she's trying to get for the kids. My phone kept losing signal so she said she call back, asked when a good time would be I told her 10 or 15 minutes, she said okay. So now it's quite a bit later and she still hasn't called back, I'll be surprised if she does today. I do know I won't be calling her. I've got enough homework to keep me busy.
