ow thread locked........MLC Collateral damage

[a new 2moro]

I had sent H a heartfelt e-mail last nite.....not needy or persuing just how I felt.....I know he feels very strong he is not in mlc...but not to be angry about it. I told him...mlc, a crisis, a depression, a blip on the radar, call it what you will he was not the man I married but i believed he will return...not sure when but he will. That I was out of allies.....I was standing alone for something I believed in. I went on to explain how legal seperation was done to me...but if D was what he truely wanted I would do as he wanted......Today on the phone he said he was answering my email....and he would consider legal seperation after he got to talk to his L about it. I guess I cant ask anymore of him huh? I was gonna give him paper back tomorrow ....should I hold on to this longer til after he talks to L?