Well.....I am on Cymbalta, carbamazapine, neurontin,valium, and now Lunesta. The first 3 had me well on my way to leaving this depression behind til the bomb dropped! Now the panic attacts are horrible. To go out shopping puts me over the edge. The PA? Part of me knows the bandaid...it is just of late it seems to be getting so much more intense....more time with her....more nites at her apt...more dates out on our money...and H looks more and more alien....deeper in the tunnel....with her. I feel like it will never end. I have the forgiveness in me....but when will the real H step forward for it to show???
Me 53 H 51 OW 25 Bomb may 06 left june 8/ 06 ILYBNILWY (twice!) 7/6/07 H wants to come home 7/21/07 H comes home 7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW now piecing in earnest
