I am sad and agonizing over the fact I must file for D before Christmas.....not that I will have one anyways. All I can do is cry and come to terms with the fact my H doesnt want me any more...he would like me to disappear to florida and support myself so he doesnt have to pay for me and our animals and a divorce. He appears happy to be cruising long with OW as long as he doesnt have to be bothered with his wife and our farm


Me 53
H 51
OW 25
Bomb may 06
left june 8/ 06
ILYBNILWY (twice!)
7/6/07 H wants to come home
7/21/07 H comes home
7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW
now piecing in earnest