ow thread locked........MLC Collateral damage

[a new 2moro]

BND am still wiped going between getting up and moving or just laying in bed all day......i need to go grocery shopping panic attack sets in when i think of it. Want to be angry to motivate myself. But right now I am pathetic. I AM on a whole host of AD's....and valium dont think they are working. Tell me what to do next...i just cry alot. You are so kind. I keep trying to believe there is a little piece of him that doesnt want a D....but his behavior as of late....crushes that thought a little more each day. I guess I had no idea just how bad it was gonna get.....it just seems he is so much worse than he was a few months ago and now it is escalating daily