PWS, I have to agree with the other ladies. I wrote what at first was a journal - then turned into a letter to H about what my thoughts were regarding how and why we got to this point in our lives. It started out small, and ended up being a whole steno pad... I had a lot to get off my chest! I told him I was writing it, and told him I might share it with him someday, might not! Depends how I feel about it down the road. I can look back at it now and see all the pain and frustration I was feeling - only 5 months ago. Big improvement now - still heartbroken, but the unloading on paper what they won't let you say or listen to is very cathartic indeed! I still journal in it regulary, and I've continued to address it to him - in the form of a conversation with him. I don't know - it just seems to help. Write the letter! Hugs, Lou
I told him I was writing it, and told him I might share it with him someday, might not! Depends how I feel about it down the road. I can look back at it now and see all the pain and frustration I was feeling - only 5 months ago. Big improvement now - still heartbroken, but the unloading on paper what they won't let you say or listen to is very cathartic indeed! I still journal in it regulary, and I've continued to address it to him - in the form of a conversation with him. I don't know - it just seems to help. Write the letter!
