i stopped snooping but still cant get away from bad news.....go to town at 11pm last call at bar with friends h's truck at ow's apt for nite. He was in my e-mail....new password. Victim victim victim that is all he thinks of him self as.....everything i do is against him! The failure of his trying to buy a resort(bad credit ) is MY fault. his dog doesnt love him anymore....my fault....His money prob ...my fault ( spends insane amts on OW)......one of the horses i had to give away I took to MA....he didnt get to say goodbye....i deliberately did that! All I kept saying as quiet as I could ...it is all about you isnt it. After the trade show thinf where he paraded ow into bedroom infront of OUR emplyees.....I feelraped, pilaged, and violated......I told him I was sorry he felt he has to treat me this way......What do You mean????? Its all about you H
Me 53 H 51 OW 25 Bomb may 06 left june 8/ 06 ILYBNILWY (twice!) 7/6/07 H wants to come home 7/21/07 H comes home 7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW now piecing in earnest