I am reading alot but not posting much. Last night my H's daughter called for the 2nd night in a row to tell the jewelry from the party had finally arrived. I am sure she wanted me to say I would come and pick mine up, but she had the party, she made all the bonus points, and she can bring it over to my house. She also mentioned that she heard from H and that he had spent more money while she is trying to get his bills caught up so I quit getting and the nasty calls from the bill collectors. I know that she wanted me to ask about it so she could tell me what he bought so she could complain to me about how irresponsible he is, but I refused to take the bait. I just went on talking about other things. I am sure when she comes to the house she will tell me about it even if I don't want to know.
It is what is sure seems to fit. He has been spending lots more than he makes for the last few years trying to make himself feel better. He feels he deserves it and will not stop doing it until he hits the bottom. Thus my need to get his name off the house. I know his daughter would like to talk to me about that also but it is none of her business and I refuse to discuss it with her. Any discussions about that will be done through my attorney.
Wow, I feel really angry today for some reason. Angry and down really low. Guess I need to work my way out of this. My gf is having her cataract surgery today and I hoping all goes well for her. Guess it is about time for that special prayer for her before she goes in.
