Not sure if I am officially piecing yet....

[want2bmarried]

Thank you Mrs. for caring. I am better today. Thankfully its been a busy week so I haven't had alot of time to think. I also haven't heard from WAH in two days. For me its easier to not hear from him than play the mind games. I know this has been hard on my kids and I need to fake it for them if I have to. I did have a long lunch with my kids dad yesterday. We do that every so often to make sure we are on the same page with the kids. He expressed his concern about WAH's actions lately as well. He told me that he doesn't want WAH to contact the kids until he has made a decision to come back. Its way too confusing for them and they are on the emotional rollercoaster as well. This way, if he never does come back they can start putting their lives together. I understood his point. He even offered to call WAH for me if I wanted.

I am hanging in there. I miss my husband and miss the person he WAS. I hope he realizes his choices before its too late.