I wish you could reach through the computer too. I could use a hug and a good slap!
I really don't want to waste anymore time. When I think about all the days and nights I have spent just worrying about what my future holds , how I can get H to come home, etc. , I get so angry. I know it is useless and a waste of my precious life to worry about something that I have no control over ( H's feelings )
As hard as it is I have got to get a grip on this whole thing and start to focus on me and my kids right now. It's the only thing I can do. I can't afford to waste anymore time. Life is too short and my kids are only young once.
